The realization that the playoffs are basically out of reach..that it would take a miracle of monumental proportions for this team to recover along with needing alot of help from other teams losing.
The way this team just seemed to get more bewildered as the game went on, with each passing turnover they tried and tried to get back in it, only to see it slip away again by another turnover, a missed FG, a big play allowed by the defense. The fact that as tough as the AFC is this year, that this is just not our year. The realization that BC may be gone next year, that the fire just isn't there in BC eyes, in his attitude. You can see he's just so frustrated he doesn't have an answer. To see how undisciplined this team is week in and week out by giving the ball away.
Yes I am a true fan, I bleed black n gold whether we're 15-1 or 1-15. To see this team continually self destruct week after week is just disheartening like no one who's not a true fan can even imagine.
Im done being mad, just done being pissed off..the sadness of this season is finally setting in for me.